Lost in a World of Confussion.

I smiled and walked out. We got in her car and drove to her place. When we got there we sat down on the couch holding each other and kissing softly. "What now baby?"

"A blubble bath sounds nice." I would love washing her naked body.

Okaii sounds good to me. I kissed her hard and went to the bathroom to pour the bath. Thank god for jukuzi tubs.

I followed her to the bathrrom When the tub was filled and ready I took off my clothes and got in. I waited for her to follow.

Oh baby I said outloud as I took my clothes off and got in too.

I smiled and watched her. When she sat down in between my legs and I held onto her. I ran my hands all over her. I rubbed her thigh and slipped my hand farther down. Then I slipped my finger inside her.

I moaned in pleasure, she knew what to do to get a girl going. I began to feel my vagina pulsing and the heat of everything was making me wild.

I slipped another finger into her and fingered her harder. I loved hearing her moan. I kissed her neck and whispered. "You like that?"

fuck yeah I said as I moaned more and pressed my body closer to hers. Two fingers was a little much for me, but she could do anything she wanted to me. I touched her all over, starting with her back moving down her body carressing her breasts in my hands. I moved down her sides then to her legs then back up to her vagina. I put my hand closer to her then began to rub her clit vigeruously then I put one finger into her. I began to moan more.

"Oh goddess." I moaned and fingered her harder. Her fingers felt amazing in me. I kissed and bit her neck. "I love you!" I moaned more.

I whispered I love youu Destiny in her ear and moaned more and fingered her harder. This was the most amazing night of my life.

I kissed her hard and moaned into her mouth. I fingered her harder. "Oh baby your so tight. Your fiancee must have been really small."

I thought about that for a minute and began to cry. I pulled my fingers out of her and hers out of me. I stood up and wrapped myself in a towel and went and laid in bed. He was supposed to be my forever, we were supposed to have a family. I thought and I cried and cried. I will never be able to have a family with Destiny no matter how much I love and adore her.

I sat in the tub shocked. I didnt know what I had done. I got out and pulled my clothes on. I went to her room. "I'm sorry for whatever I did. I'll just leave now..." I closed the door and left crying.

I cried even harder. I didn't want to lose her and I was already pushing her away. I texted her and said Youu just reminded me of what Ryan meant to me, it was only 7 months ago. Youu are the only reason I am still the high priestess and alive. I'm just so lost right now. He was supposed to be my forever, we were supposed to have a family. I don't know if youu want a forever, and we certainly can't have a family. I cried harder when I hit send. I didn't think I could ever let someone in like this again.

Ok. I walked back in to her apartment and went back onto her bed. I kissed her and held her close.

I kissed her and held her close to my naked body. The only thing seperating us was my towel. Baby don't leave me, things are going to get hard, and im not just talking about my clit, but we can work through everything. We are stronger than ever when we are together

"I want to be with you always."

"I want us to have a baby."